Darling...love is OUR NATURE...it's what we are made of.
Many think we're made of our thoughts, our feelings our, misery, our STORY.....but that's the play, a play of opposites and we are made of that electricity, that beauty, that infinite exquisite energy and bliss called LOVE (for a better name).
Our life is short, and often appears to be meaningless, because by the time we finally begin to have some wisdom, some understanding - we're getting old, sick & moving south. So from my perspective, the secret of life is LIVING AND MOVING ON AND ON AND ON AND ON....
My heart and love overflows on everything I see, I can't help it.....even when I'm playing or making jokes or being a complete idiot, my love is permeating everything I see. I can't help but adore everyone I'm with at any moment and that includes the orange I just picked off the tree. I am deeply in love with this essense called Love. And that's why I can spend so much time alone IN LOVE.
When I was younger, I used to have this vision of myself as this great Being, and when I'd make love, I'd want to take whomever I was with and move them through me, so they could become WHOLE, COMPLETE, HAPPY . Most men/people seemed to be broken in one way or another and I longed to bring everything and everyone HOME to themselves, to their happiness, to their peace/their center.
The scorpio in me that got a "hit" from you when I first met you, (and believe me when I tell you, I knew you were there before I even saw you) reminded me of the beauty of the personal, the two moving in the infinite and it was very sweet for me.
I forget the personal, because of my infinite nature. But I am intimate and natural with everything I see, and my intention is open & bold & full of energy & directness. If I could, I would speak intimately with everyone, as if ALL were my lover, but it's a bit too much for most people, so I hold my distance and just love and adore them as my very own sister, brother, friend.
It's impossible to have a superficial relationship with me, because I'm just not built that way. That scorpio secrecy has manifested into the depth of silence; and that part in me that talks and jokes and plays and plays is the child drawing you to YOUR OWN boundless innocence, openess and fun.
Wanna play with me? Then come open, no secrets, and let your problems or worries return to the ether where they came.
THIS IS IT.People (even spiritual or religious people) tend to "believe" that peace/ love/ happiness is in the future: when they find themselves, get enlightened or get their first million, or find a soulmate, or get thin, or get a sailboat or a vacation or whatever. BUT from my perspective. THIS IS IT. HAPPINESS/PEACE IS HERE, this moment, sitting at my computer or making love, it's here. Now.
I'm happy for you honey. You have a purpose and you're happy & gorgeous (and that's a bonus for sure!!!!!) and thank you for reminding me of that intimacy that is possible and makes people so happy and miserable at the same time...
Besos, Dvorahji
Playing a love song to you.......
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